Monday, April 16, 2007

Really tired

I normally don't sleep in. On the weekends, I am usually up by 7 or 7:30. That is my sleeping in. This weekend was different. I slept until noon on Saturday and 1 on Sunday. I skipped church to sleep. I do feel a little guilty, but I do think I needed the rest.

Today I am feeling queasy and tired. There is nothing I can do about either feeling.

I have been thinking a lot about the baby we lost. Now that I am on Zoloft, I don't cry. That means I can think about our lost baby without crying. That sort of makes me feel guilty. It does allow me to really contemplate my feelings though. I am happy I am pregnant again, but scared I will experience another loss.

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