The friend I am not excited for is a bit self centered. She thinks the world revolves around her which is a little strange for a girl who has 3 younger siblings. It also seems like everything goes perfectly for her. Her and her husband started trying in August because the baby would be born right before the end of the school year and her husband would be home all summer to help her out. She practically told me the day they started trying and the reason that was when they were trying. I sort of hoped it would take a couple of months just so she knew what it feels like when your plans don't work the way you want them to. Of course it worked perfect for her, just like everything else does. I am not sure why this bothers me so much. Maybe because I wanted her to ask me how I was doing, how I was doing with my loss, how hard it has been to be excited when I am scared to death. Anyway, I know I am being selfish and I need to get over it.
I saw Mrs. C this weekend. She is acting like nothing happened as far as her loss. M talked to Mr. C yesterday. He said that Mrs. C is having a really hard time and not dealing with the loss very well at all. I know that I am not the best person to be comforting her right now, I just wish I could. She did let me give her a hug, but it was strange how detached she seemed. I guess I would be too if I had lost 2 babies in the last 7 months.
I just checked out the bakery's website today and they finally have one of my cakes posted. I did this one about a month ago and I am pretty proud of it. It is the only one that I did that's on the website, but at least they picked a good one.