3 years ago today we lost our first little baby. At that time I felt desperate and without hope. Today it almost seems as if it happened to someone else instead of me. So much has changed. I still miss that little baby, but in a different way than before. While I don't feel healed or over it, I do feel better these days. I still think about that baby every day, it was such a major event in my life that it is hard not to.
The experience of losing that baby makes me appreciate my son and new daughter more. I know that life is precious and nothing is guaranteed so I have to enjoy every moment with them. If you would like to see how my life is these days, please visit my updated blog: Raspberry Chip.
Raspberry Chip is now private. If you would like an invite to read it, please send me and e-mail: Rachel (dot) Runner@gmail.com
6 comments:
I thought of your baby too. So much time has passed for both of us and it is very different than before. But our babies will always be missed.
I lost my first baby Feb. 25th, 2009. The pain still beats through my heart. It is good to hear of others who have healed and been blessed with little angels.
I lost my first baby a week ago today. Not sure how I found your blog, but thankful I did. Read it from end to beginning today, as I recover from my d&c.
Thank you so much for writing all this down. And for giving me hope for the future.
All the best.
me again.
I would love to read your new blog as well, but I'm not on your readers list. Can I be? Would it help if I told you that my favorite Greater's flavor is mocha chip?
Just lost my baby - was 8 weeks along - last week. I found your blog, and I am now greatly encouraged. Thank you for sharing your story!!! We're going to try again as soon as possible, but you are so right... nothing replaces the one you lost.
I have just lost my second baby. Its such an emotional process. I hope that if I decide to try to conceive again in the future that all will be well and I wont have to endure this pain ever again. I thank God for the two precious boys I do have to raise. They mean everything to me.
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