Friday, February 25, 2011

4 years

I have been trying to think of something profound to say today, but words escape me.  All week I have been melancholy, remembering how I felt 4 years ago.

I am happy and blessed with my current life.  I have a wonderful husband and two beautiful and perfect children.

When I woke up this morning I heard a song I had not heard before playing on the radio.

Darius Rucker, This
Got a baby girl sleeping in my bedroom
And her mama laughing in my arms

There's the sound of rain on the rooftop

And the game's about to start

I don't really know how I got here
But I'm sure glad that I did

And it's crazy to think that one little thing

Could've changed all of it

Maybe it didn't turn out like I planned
Maybe that's why I'm such, such a lucky man


For every stoplight I didn't make

Every chance I did or I didn't take

All the nights I went too far

All the girls that broke my heart

All the doors that I had to close

All the things I knew but I didn't know

Thank God for all I missed

Cause it led me here to


There is more to the song, but the first part is what speaks to me today.


Peacock Lace said...

It's so lovely to read about your life now, I'm in the place you were 4 years ago and am hoping one day to be in the place you are now. It's only been 4 months for me, so each day is difficult. I with you and yor family all love xx

sheila said...

its comforting to know you are sharing news on miscarriage which is such a taboo subject lets hope many mums and dads find you easily